Betty : "I wanted a fresh start, okay ! I'm entitled to that!"
Henry : "There is no fresh start ! Lives carry on"
There was a time and still it happens at times life gets too complicated. I've no idea why it happens like this. I go to bed anxious and wake up anxious at intervals throughout the night. There come those days when I don't want to get out of bed and deal with the crap of world. Those are the days when I play out the fantasies in my head;I will leave this place...I will settle somewhere else...I will leave everyone behind...I will not care anymore...I will find myself again...Fresh new start... But then reality pops out and tells me how bizarre it all is. Yes Henry was right, there is no fresh start in life. All we can do when life threatens to tear us down, is pick ourselves UP, take the high, face the dawns of life.
I turned 24 now. What I've come to learn is there is no starting over. It's impossible to try and act if my past doesn't color present. I'm trying to move on, I'm trying to deal with it as it comes, to take it slow and attempt to work out the many conflicts and obstacles.
I hope that the end result will be better than the beginning had been!